Rock Bottom…I pray…rock bottom

I have a problem and its not healthy. It doesn’t serve Jacob. It definitely doesn’t serve me. It doesn’t serve anyone. It makes this process harder…,especially for Steve.  I don’t sleep. I only think.  When talking to a friend the replay was: “Of course. You want Jacob to be okay. You are going to be …

Not investable. Thats me.

“Not investable.” That’s me. That’s the phrase I’ve heard about 12 times now. “Not investable.”  I’ve also learned another phrase “fiduciary responsibility” People keep telling me these words. Over and over. They keep explaining them to me as they believe I don’t understand. At this point, they can even lay claim that I’m not “listening,” …

I chose strength. I chose to be one of the chosen people.

What about that Jewish thing? I’m Jewish. I have a religion. I was born into one. I’ve always been proud to be Jewish, but organized religion is complicated for me. My parents are “born again Jews.” That’s the only way I can explain it. They went from reform to modern Orthadox in a blink of …