I’ve been angry these last few days.  I thought I was passed this stage. But I guess not.So so angry. I may just be matching Jacob. Anger may be like a yawn, contagious as the yelling is back. Level 11 all the way. He is VERY angry. Screaming at the hospital. Hysterical. And irrational. I […]

Last year I wrote about Trump. And again it is like I wrote it yesterday. The same shit. I pray that when I write this next year, there will be a dent in the world of cancer. I know better than to wish in politics. A step closer maybe to a cure or at least […]

All I hear about is this Ned.  Ned is the most popular in my world. Everyone wants him. He is the talk of the floor. I get it. He offers a way out. He will set you free. I have yet to meet this Ned. I only know this Ned. Ned Flanders. This is the […]

I just finished a full-body MRI. I used this new company called Ezra. I highly recommend. They even give you PJs and have a woman with you the entire time to deal with your anxiety. She evens customizes a playlist for you! I guess I was supposed to be anxious. Every 10 minutes someone asked […]

Today I sat down to write out the narrative pitch for MTG. Write out a persuasive narrative. MTG is ready to bring on new investors.  I know I’m supposed to be “polished.” There is an actual formula to follow and we have followed it. The slides are ready. But the presentation also has a way […]

A friend of Nightwing has been pushing me to document life. Take pictures! She is in the space of photography, so she’s an expert. I guess I’ve never thought of taking pictures of bad times. It’s not obvious to take a photo when you are upset or not looking your best.  And documenting Jacob has […]

His eyelashes are almost gone.  I guess it falls under the “expected.” It’s hard to watch though. His face looks naked without them and the few stragglers just call attention to what was once there. Round five finally got his superpower.  Round five lives up to its name. Chemo is cumulative and Jacob is having […]

I’m ready to write about my new crew, my new friends, my fellow students, my classmates. I’ve been hesitant to share. I referenced “class,” but never named the topic. I just wasn’t sure how I felt about it nor what others would think. You see, I’ve been a staunch agnostic for a good two decades. […]

Past year? AGAIN I wrote about work. Well here is a positive, I don’t think that girl exists anymore. I’m not a fan.

That was day 1 of 10Q. I’m a bit late… It’s been busy. One hospital visit, but lots of good too. And maybe the hospital visit was a good thing. Who knows!! URG! The complexities! Never simple in this life. If only you could see the other side of the fork in the road to […]