You are one kick ass strong woman. I really appreciate you. I really do. I am no you, but we do share something in common. We share the same words. I am using your words often. Just for me. Just to validate and explain some things that I couldn’t before. I thank you. And I …
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Why do you do this?
Why do you do this? My mother in her kind way asks. Why do you want all these people to know your private business? Why do you do this? My friends prod in a supportive way. We just worry about what others may think. Why do you do this? My work colleagues ask in a …
Breadcrumbs
The mornings are the worst. Truly the worst. I wake up and my body is so tight I fear my ligaments will pop if I stand. In those first moments walking feels like a scary endeavor. Each step full of tension as my arms radiate with tension and my breath feels so shallow. Stairs look …
I am FINE jewelry
FINE JEWELRY- A category of jewelry that is “fine.” Previously I assumed that meant expensive, from only the finest metals and stones. Honestly, a category of jewelry that I had no interest in. Flair isn’t about materials, it is about stories. I have yet to find a necklace behind glass that has a story. A …
The secret? Get higher
Apologies for rapid fire of posts…last one was written yesterday, but one thing I’ve learned is to document the GOOD as much as the BAD. ————————————- Feeling better. The secret? perspective. A different one. One that is higher. One that allows you fo float. Above it all. Only there could I see the beauty, only there …
June Blues
So blue they are. And like a wave they just crash. And it hurts. It’s not the crashing that hurts. No. That is the best part. That is the part you feel. It pounds down hard. If anything you walk right into that part. Feeling every bit of the cold water. That part reminds you …
Is this thing on?
tap tap tap. testing one two three Turns out that cancer mom is not a thing you can walk away from. Turns out writing is not something I should walk away from. I’m recommitting to writing. I have some things to share.
Today is a big day for us
Nightwing, I’ve been quiet. I know. But don’t think in this absence there hasn’t been a day that you are not next to me everyday. You are my daily motivation. And today we celebrate. All of us. As it took a village to get here, the Nightwing village. Almost 2 years ago in a hospital …
Candyland
Today we are back in the hospital. It has been a long time (thankfully), but we are back for treatment and scans (ahhh!). And I’m back in my seat in the room of waiting. And I’m craving candy as the legendary game plays in my head. Candyland is the most genius game of all time. …
New Years 2021
I stopped writing. I had to put it aside for many reasons ones I hope to one day share, but mostly because I can’t write the same. I am no longer her. But I miss her. The nightwing her. Such a crazy thing to say. Considering that girl spent her days and nights in hospitals …
